2019-10-11 - Old Friend

That was longer. I wonder if my shrink will want to read these. I guess that would defeat the purpose.

Mae finally came back and now she's gone. I need to look into this guy she's seeing. If there's something there, it's best she find out sooner than later right? Or maybe not at all. I don't know. This isn't a thing she does. That's what she told me. Maybe it was a line she tells everyone she wants to keep at arms length. I don't know anymore.

What he said to Mae...I can't apologize for that. I mean what can I say? Things are royally fucked. And Lex probably thinks I'm a fucking nutjob now. Maybe everyone would just be safer if I left?

Also need to look into this guy behind the casino deal. Remind me to burn this page friend. Maybe I shouldn't be writing any of this down.

<The page and all pages before it are ripped from the bindings>