2020-02-05 - A Cursed Life

The 'Buzz Me' coffee shop is little more than a stall in a wall with a couple of tables outside...down an alleyway rather than on a sunny street. But it's a happening place! Park arrives on her 'Meemobile'. A bright pink moped that putters all the way up to the tables before she manages to turn stop it to avoid collision with a chair. An occupied chair at that. Removing her Pikachu decorated helmet, she shakes her long hair free before dismounting and pushing the vehicle slightly out of the way of others. The tall, skinny girl dressed in boots, tights, mini-skirt, t-shirt, and huge ski parka.

Perhaps not exactly at twenty minutes later, but very close. A gray Honda Accord parks outside the small coffee shop as close as can be managed. But it's late night so probably pretty close. Kim steps out with freshly washed hair that is still drying, though still stylish, and newly applied make-up. Enough make-up that makes the small bump on her forehead barely visible. Dressed in her signature black jeans and gaymer shirt, the shirt with the rainbow colors colored into the lettering. The cold not bothering Kim at all. Mee is hard to miss as she heads in her direction waving and thinking about the last encounter there is probably going to be a hug involved soon.

There is definitely a hug involved...and here it comes! Park grins excitedly as she wraps the other Asian in a tight hug. "Kim!!!! How are you?! You look awesome. Oh...was it raining?" A curious look at the wet hair for a moment. "Don't worry, you look so hot it will dry out in a moment. Sit. Sit." They grab a table near the stall and Park waves over at the server. "Can I have a caramel thickshake and a double decaf cappu...cappa...the one with the milk." Once Kim has done her order, the questioning begins. "How've you been?"

Kim hugs back maybe not as tightly. But it is still friendly. "Mee so good to see you again. I'm doing really well like cloud nine well. Thanks you so just wow! Just wow yourself. Ah no I had to take shower so I wouldn't...just I had to take a shower." hurray for self editing. Kim's cheeks redden a bit at being called hot "I'm not worried about it. My parents always called me a polar bear, I can just take the cold. Now heat not so much. But really you incredible I love your look." smiling at Mee's order "She means a cappuccino. I'll take whatever is strongest and a double shot." oh no the dreaded questioning "I've been very good. Some things didn't go the way I would have wanted, but it lead to something wonderful. How about you? Music going well? I mean I liked your song, but at the festival maybe it wasn't the best choice with families around. Still I really liked it. Okay shut up Kim." she self corrects as she starts to go on.

"Oh my gosh! Is that the glow of love I see on your face? Oh my gosh! How awesome! So happy for you!" This assumption deserves another hug for Kim. "I'm going good too. Music is awesome and so much fun. It's what I really want to do with life, you know? Sure, dentistry is cool too, but music touches my soul." A giggle. "Yeah, I think I misread the room with that song. But it needs to be said, you know? People should be themselves, not have to act like they assume others want them to, to be part of something. And, hey, if you want to praise my music, you can talk as long as you want! How are the other Gray Angels? Solved any crimes yet?"

"I...I...am not sure I'd call it love. More 'Ai'. Thank you though. Though saying the word glow can mean so many things." maybe Park could know a few Japanese words, probably not though. Kim hugs back when she is hugged. "Okay forgive me if I'm being too forward here but then why do dentistry at all? If music is your passion you should give yourself wholly over to it. I try will my painting...oh yeah I paint, but it isn't where my heart is. My heart is into finding out secrets people don't want to be found." Kim says with a grin "I know. The message is worth getting out. Still in my mindset I just pictured being bent over by someone. Which I know isn't the point, I was in weird place. But no you where great I'd love to hear more of your stuff. I'd like to hear you express your soul. The others..." yeah Grace is among them "Well Hera is doing well. Finally finding her heart. Grace...I can say for sure she is very happy. Solving crimes not so much, one day we'll track down a Dark Man though. Still this is all about us. So which Pokemon series is your favorite? I mean do you like gen 1, gen 2, etc?"

Park even has tears of joy at seeing Kim so happy. "It will totally be love. And if not, then it looks like it is pretty awesome sex. Not a bad second." A shrug about the dentistry. "My family is all about the dentistry and they, you know, raised me all that time so I should at least try it for them. Only fair, right? It doesn't get in the way of my music or vice versa." Though she probably barely sleeps these days. "And people's teeth need looking after too. Am I right? Brush twice a day with a soft brush and floss." A giggle at Kim's interpretation of her song. "That's cool. I like being bent over too. Oh! I'll do a song for your and your girlfriend." She rummages around in her giant pockets before pulling out a USB to hand over. "Here are some of my songs for you to listen to. I hope you like them. No rush. Did Hera lose her heart?" A worried look for a moment before the topic changes. "Dark Man?" Park's eyes wide with ignorance. "Oh, I'm old school. Gen 1 all the way."

Kim blinks hard at Park's words "Both maybe? Really though it's been over six years since I got laid. I just attracted the A in the LGBTQIA. Don't know why, okay maybe I thought because I was cursed because I'm not like my parents want me to be." it's easier to say to another Asian as Park probably knows about the influence family can have "...but not this time." she says. She gives a deep sigh, Park really does remind her of younger version of herself before the world beat things out of her. "I above all people get the importance of family. And the pressure tiger parents can give...but follow your dreams. Follow your passion and you'll be happier. Sure they raised you but you have to find your own way at some point." there she offered her advice. Then it's back to music and her blush returns "Oh I didn't mean that you did. And I said it was the wrong way to take it. My mind was in a not so pure place and I really wish Ma...that someone would have. Ah well if you are going to a song about us you'll need to do one in the flavor of A Song of Fire and Ice." sure Kim isn't a nerd at all. She accepts the USB "I will listen to it. Yeah Hera lost her heart to a girl named Jessica. It's so Kawaii to see them together. I really hope Grac...my girlfriend and I don't look as bad. I mean it's cute but isn't my style." yeah sure. Her guess wrong, at least in her mind she backpetals "You know like Dark City? Have you ever seen that movie? It's really great." before it's on to dorky conversation. Kim gives out a squeal and reaches out her hands to Park "Jesse and James ship forever!"

"I knew it!" Park squeals happily. "Grace is your girlfriend! I'm so happy for you two. Seriously." A tilt of her head. "Will you two be into threesomes? Just teasing." Yes, she knows all about Tiger parents. "They think I still live on campus but I live in a band house now. As long as my grades don't go down, they don't care what else I am doing." Nothing keeps Park down for long. Shocks her though - "Six years? You poor thing. I hope you're getting it more often now. I mean, you're so cute and gorgeous. Are people stupid?" She pouts for a moment. "Don't answer that." There drinks arrives. "A not pure place?" That makes Park giggle. "Nothing wrong with those places." She makes a mental note about the style of song that would suit Kim's love best. "You can never make a bad impression when showing love. "Oh, yes, I know Dark City! Cool movie. With those creepy guys." Dork meet dork as hands are taken and squeal returned. "You can say your girlfriend's name, you know. It's Grace. I don't know who Ma is though."

Kim has to looks away from Park "Yeah Mee she probably is. We haven't talked about it in those terms. I know she another on her mind, and I can accept that. Just as she can for me." she shrugs before looking up "Three...I am loyal. That is just...oh you are kidding. Sorry." there is deeper red in her cheeks that makeup doesn't cover. "Look if following your passion means losing your parents support I can lend money. You have no idea how much I make by following my passion. So if the cut you off let me know and I'll fund you and your passion." Kim seems completely serious in her offer. Seeing another soul crashed is something isn't something she'll take. "Ah well I didn't think I'd miss it in those years. Until I got it again and now it's just a beast unleashed...wait, wait you really think I'm gorgeous. I mean seriously?" oh yes drink as Kim takes a large gulp from hers. "Yeah I didn't say there was anything wrong with it. I just know that wasn't that the message. Like I said six years! Gives a girl some material for sure. Like nothing has twitched my nethers that wasn't run on batteries." she laughs as she quotes one of her favorite characters. "Yeah those creepy guys. And reality is subjective that is my favorite part of the movie." she sighs as Park sees through her "You mean Grace-kun? Aside from what you may read online Kun can apply to women...it means a very close friend with women in mind. Mac was the name of the first girl I wished would bend me over...that isn't her though." Kim admits.

"Oh, yes, I was kidding" Parks nods unconvincingly about the threesome idea. Probably would have been a more positive response if Kim's was more positive. At the generous offer, Park just stares, eyes wide and mouth even wider. "You would do that? For me? But...but...you hardly know me. Why would be you so sweet?" There is some lip wobbling. "That's so generous, Kim, but I can't ask that of you. Not yet. They still support me for now. Gosh...I'm so touched." Her cheeks blushing bright red. Which isn't helped by the beast talk.

"You are totally gorgeous" Park insists with an enthusiastic nod. "I would totally offer to bend you over anything you wanted to be bent over." Another giggle. "Yay for battery operated toys. And this Mac is silly to turn you down. But now you have Grace and that's all that matters. There will be more bending than at a gymnastics event."

Kim is clear headed enough to see through it "You are serious aren't you? Look you are very pretty and really you remind of myself so long ago. Before...that isn't important. You are very cute but can you imagine what our parents would say? I'm not sure your parents are traditional. Mine are." Kim just leaves it at that and all that can encompass. She waves off the further comments "Yeah I don't really know you. But following your heart when I have the means to support it. It would a crime not to. Truly though in my field I am one of the best of the best. My company pays me so much to not look at other companies. If some of that money can help support real passion, then that is all I need." she tries to reassure and maybe she wouldn't offer this to a European she is woke, but not that woke. While she isn't trying to flirt it could be taken that way.
"Thank you so much. I really find it hard to believe anyone thinks I am gorgeous. Most people are interested in my mind or my geeky interests. My body is left off to the side...Ah I'm sorry I'm still not used to anyone finding me physically attractive. Ah you'd bent me over? You are kidding right?" there is quiver when Kim speaks. "No Mac isn't silly. It just isn't her. Yeah I have my Grace-kun. And well I wouldn't say there is that much bending there is a lot of eating." a little embarrassed but she winks at Park.

"I don't think I could upset my parents more than I already do if they ever found out what I do" Park giggles. "It was a sincere offer but I totally understand if it is a no go. No pressure. That kind of thing should never be about pressure. It should be about joy" she smiles warmly. "If I ever need finanical assistance, I will keep your wonderful offer in mind. Thank you. Even if I never have to draw on your help, thank you soooo much for offering." There's another hug coming.

"Your mind and interests are pretty gorgeous too but you are most definitely sexy. To me at least. And Grace." Park looks confused for a moment as she shakes her head. "Not kidding at all. Totally bend you over." She bursts out laughing, loudly, at the eating comment. "Yeah, okay. Maybe more of that but you can do both! You are a little terror underneath that cool exterior, Kim, and that is totally awesome. What do you do to have so much money?"

Kim shakes her head "Then your parents are more easy going. I took a Korean friend home once and my parents just went ape-shit. That was the last time I tried with another friend from another Asian country I took home other than Japanese ancestry." she sighs before she speaks up again "I get your point. Just I am one girl person, if Grace wants another I don't mind. I just can't no matter now pretty and awesome another is. Do you get it?" she shrugs she is able to reinvent herself her and doesn't exactly now what that means. So Kim sticks to her old persona. Perhaps it could be seen through as she truly finding herself in this town. Kim nods "Please do so. Really if you don't take me up on it I'll just spend it on gothic loitia outfits and that would be a true tragedy." Kim does hugs back happy that her offer of support could be accepted. "Really anything you need. Text or call me."
Kim's mouth is just open. Surely Park can't be serious "So in all aspects...you are kidding." but she thinks Park isn't and with the comment of bending her over Kim blushes in a even deeper red "I...Hai you probably don't even now how to use a strap on." she tries to use humor to deflect. Then oh my there is more "You...I...Eh I am just Kim" she weakly replies. Then there is question of what she does and that is safe topic one that doesn't have her looking at the Korean American. "I am digital security manager...which means a white hat hacker. I make systems more secure and safer from other's getting in...not that I don't leave a backdoor for myself." she winks not thinking through her words. "I could make so much more if I just cracked companies, but that isn't me anymore." that is probably not true, but she tries to be on the right side of the law.

"Hey, what's wrong with Koreans?" Park pouts but her grin is quickly back. "They'd like me. Promise. Do they live in town?"

"Of course I understand about being a one girl woman. If that is what makes you happy, then that is what you should do. I don't have a girlfriend or boyfriend. It would be hard for them if I become a rock star. I wouldn't want to hurt them. A really nice guy asked me to be his girlfriend once but I was...umm...kneeling and entertaining him with my mouth at the time. I mean, how much can you believe what a guy says at times like that?" Park blush-giggles.

"Why would I be kidding about that? Oh, I totes know how to use a strap-on. There's this beautiful girl I know and she's all about that. I do what I can. It's totally fun though, even for me" Park smiles so innocently, big eyes blinking cutely. "You may just be Kim but that is a pretty great thing to be. Oh! You'll have to tell me when your birthday is." The mention of 'backdoor' has her tittering and blushing again. "I like to leave it open too" she nods before giggling again. "It is good to hear that you are one of the good ones. You are a Gray Angel after all. Sounds like really exciting work. Do you find many problems?"

Kim quickly shakes her head, making her a little dizzy "Nothing is wrong with Koreans. My parents think there is though. Ah have your parents really said how awful the Japanese are? I know my ancestry has done some awful things to the Korean people. I am ashamed of it though I am truly a American. But my parent's wouldn't like you...no they are in Portland. They can't even support me liking other women...they still think I'll find a man and give them many grandchildren. Look nothing against you...they are just traditional." to Kim it's clear Park may not know about the old hatred between the various asian races. In a way she is glad, it's clean slate for the pretty Korean woman.
"Well I am sure you'll find someone. A Idol...eh a rock star should have so many. I get not wanting to hurt them." then the topic goes to pleasing a man. Kim can only shrug "I honestly don't know. The thought just makes me want to vomit. Not that I can't have male friends but doing things to them just...it is really awful to me." Kim has no reason not to honest. "Truly I can't imagine what a guy would say in that situation. Cause I would never, I mean puking on a dick...that would so kill the mood. Am I right?"
On no Mee is serious "Mee...don't let anyone take your personality away. I wish I could. You remind of I was like." Kim gets very serious as she speaks at least before knowing how to use a strap-on. Kim turns her head away from Park "I am sure there was a pretty girl involved. Eh fun can be had or just giving pleasure. At least for me...Mee I was joking. Hai you have my cheeks flushed...seriously are you joking because if I wasn't with Grace I'd go home with you right now. Showing you what...no Kim just stop. Yeah you think I'm great...Mee you are making this so hard for me and I don't think you even know it." oh yeah her comment is taken the wrong way "No, no I mean in a system...Not that I don't...oh hey I am on the good side. Problems here, only a old system that needs a very long overhaul."

Park is only too aware of the difficulties that Asians have with each other, but she chooses not to live in the past. "Your ancestry may have done horrible things but you have not. And that's the important thing. Me hating you just because you have Japanese ancestry? That's silly. That will not get anyone anywhere. I guess you could always find a man who adopts out grandchildren?" Always looking for a solution is Park. Whether they are realistic or not is immaterial. "My parents think I'm a virgin. I've found plenty of people to have fun times with but I'm too young for anything really serious. Though, you never know, someone might show up."

A wince as Kim threatens to throw up. "Sorry, I didn't mean to make you ill. Think of better things. Boobies! Lower bits!" She is a bit concerned that she has offended Kim in other ways too, the way she looks away like that. "I am totally serious, Kim, but you have Grace, and you want to stay loyal to her. And that is cool. I'll stop. Promise." She sucks on her lower lip, keeping flirty talk to herself. "What's your favorite movie?"

Kim shakes her head "I have to make up for what they did. I know it isn't imperial Japan anymore, but pleasure women. It makes me so ashamed for my family to be from Japan. Maybe you don't hate me for being from the country but I do. All of the terrible things my people have done and they can barely apologize for it. It makes me sick. Really I accept any hatred that comes my way for being of Japanese descent. I feel I deserve it." she could not have the highest self-esteem. "Truly though you don't look on me? Mee you are too kind. No I couldn't do that, because it's dishonest. I'll never have children with another woman...and since I've gotten to be in town I think I need to make my family accept it." she looks over Park "You know what have fun. Do what you want to and don't let anyone tell your otherwise. Your parents think you are 'pure' well let them and enjoy yourself in the meantime."
Kim shakes her head "You didn't know. I haven't been out as lesbian ever. In this town I feel like I can be. And really if you say boobies again I'll look at yours and that could lead to trouble." she winks at Park. At the look away Kim raises a hand to try to direct Park's face back to her "Alright. You don't have to stop. You know I am loyal. I accept that, no matter how awesome you are." a question is asked and Kim answers honestly. "Death Note."

"Nice choice" Park nods about the movie. "To be able to solve problems like that would be pretty cool...though prone to error. I have this dream that I will be able to kill everyone who has committed a particular 'crime' but only after I state clearly and succinctly the parameters. So, for example, I would say 'Anyone who has knowingly and willingly raped another person and has no regrets'. I click my fingers and all over the world, those people would drop dead. Silly idea I guess." She reaches out to hold Kim's hands in hers. "You don't deserve hatred for the sins of your ancestors. What you do is fight to make sure such things never happen again. Anywhere. I would never look down on you. You're awesome, remember?"

"And you should definitely let your lesbian flag fly." Park giggles at the boobies comment. "I don't have any to look at so you'll be searching for a long time to spot them. Loyalty is an awesome thing. And Grace is totally hot. You did well."

Kim giggles "You haven't seen my Misa cosplay. Someone else hated on Misa, but I think I make a good Misa. You know I mean I don't have Misa's chest cause who can match that?" Kim laughs. "Well it would be awesome to have that power. Write a name and a way to die for justice. Though who could truly be trusted with that power? A rape would be a death in Death Note. Luckily for everyone I don't have one. No it isn't a silly idea maybe through thought someone could kill someone who deserved it. Seriously though even if I had the power I don't think I could take a life. I'm not Light after all." she doesn't pull her hand back and just nods to Park "I still think I do. But thank you and I'll do my best to make sure those sins never happen again. No matter the cost. Again thank you I expect you to hate me for just being who I am. Though I am glad you don't...thank you again."
Kim looks at Park for a moment before giggling "I am trying. It's still hard for me but Zoiya put things into prospective for me. She made me realize I can be me here and no one cares. Not that I wouldn't stop looking at boobies or flirting. Grace knows that about me, but I'll never take things too seriously. Really if another woman took my flirting seriously I wouldn't know what to do. I'd just stare at them and be terribly awkward. Grace is more than hot, she is smart, strong, funny, teasing in all the right ways, and just awesome." Kim blushes as she speaks about Grace "Mee you'll find someone. Hold you passion higher than any relationship. And people will come to you...at least that is my experience."

"Isn't Zoiya like the wisest, kindest person on the planet" Park sighs with obvious hero worship. "Oh, gosh, I'd love to see you as Misa. I love cosplay and I even make my own costumes when I have the time. So much to do in life! People keep asking me to dress in school uniforms though. Not that I mind, I think I look cute in them. And you should be you wherever you want to be."

A little giggle about the awkwardness of flirting. "Don't be silly, we're flirting but you've made clear the boundaries. You're not awkward at all. And it's so cute that you think so much of Grace already. I haven't really talked with her but if she likes you then she's obviously brilliant That's logic."

"Of course I will find someone. When the time is right, I will commit as best I can to one, or more, people. But right now, in this stage of my life, I want to try everything. Find what I want to be...while finishing my dentistry degree. I don't want to hurt people, just love them, you know?"

Kim reaches across the table cupping Park's cheeks and tries to kiss her. If accepted it will be a prolonged kiss on the lips. Kim blinks so afraid of what she has done "Sorry I just...you are wonderful. Just why can't you hate me or tell me Kim shut up? Why do you have to be so accepting and say you don't care about what my ancestry did?" she says softly. She shakes her head so scared she has misread things. "You'd look so adorable in a school girl outfit."
Kim has done something can't take back as she looks into Park's eye's there is another person interested in her whole person and really it is more than Kim is used to. After the event she just blinks and pulls back "I am so sorry Mee...I didn't mean...I really..I am sorry." she ends it there and tries to stand up. Reinventing herself means she'll make mistakes. This is time she thinks she has.

The kiss, though surprising after all they've said, is most definitely accepted. A parting of lips. A teasing of tongue. Park seems happy to carry it through. A giddy smile on her face when it breaks, though she is soon looking a little anxious at Kim's reaction.

"You don't have to apologise" she smiles warmly, not a trace of judgement or anger in her face. As Kim stands, Park tries to take hold of her hand, looking up pleadingly at her. "It's totally fine" she promises. "You can like more than one person but if you want to stick with Grace then i will totally understand. I won't say a thing. It was nice." A little blush as she stands too. "We're good...but if you're leaving..." That means another hug if she can get away with it before whispering, "I look awesome in a school uniform. Anytime you want to see."

Kim really doesn't know what to do. She has made a mistake and though she thoroughly enjoyed the kiss, she is so afraid of what it means. That is means she isn't who she thinks she is.
Park's plead and the hand on her's. Kim sits back down. "No I do Mee..." Kim wants so badly to hide and yet Park's voice and what she says she can't. What is wrong with her? "I can't that isn't me...maybe it is. I'm scared Mee." she slowly looks back to Park "I really don't know. You have been so...Mee I don't want to hurt you. This isn't me." she looks confused she isn't sure what is her anymore. "I just want too...I don't know what I want, Please. Please say Kim shut up. It is what I am used too..." she may not have the best friends in Portland. "Are you sure Mee? Are we good? Because I'd like to kiss you again and I shouldn't feel this way." Kim gives a gulp her own words used against her "You would. I care so much about Grace...and there are other feeling. Mee what do you want from me?" there is pleading tone and Kim is trying accept things. She needs some guidance.

Park may not be the best person to ask for advice...about anything...but that won't stop her giving it. "You don't have to be scared" she replies, as soothingly as she can manage. "You are learning who you are. Who you want to be. Maybe you don't know that is...yet. And if you are honest then you can never hurt me."

A furrowing of Park's brow. "I will certainly not tell you to shut up. You talk as much as you need to. You have important questions to ask and interesting things to say." A little smile at the relevation she would like to kiss again but she refrains from digging Kim's hole any deeper for her. "What I want from you is for you to be happy. To be loved like you deserve by friends and lovers alike. I want you to live your dreams."

A gentle squeeze of Kim's hands. "You care about Grace a lot, that's obvious. And you've only just started, right? So, why don't you go back to her tonight. Kiss her. Hold her. Give yourself to her freely and completely, and see if that is the happiness you want. I think it might be." A wink for the Japanese woman. "We are definitely good because we are totally the most awesome friends ever."

Kim looks at her phone as it buzzes. She looks so very guilty she has betrayed a trust. Kim looks back up to Park "You don't understand this isn't me. At least it isn't who I want to be, You've been so sweet. I failed Grace-kun. And I don't want to hurt you either. You say I can't hurt you and maybe I can believe that, I just..."
Kim shakies her head "Tell me too. I talk too much all my of friends say so. Don't make this harder." the smile and the look just makes Kim really wish she said nothing. "Mee...why do have to be so sweet? Tell me anything else...Please. Tell me how awful I am." Kim begs. "Don't just be accepting. It only wants me to repeat the kiss."
Kim gives another nod to Park "Yeah I have. I do and another part of me wants to stay with you. Agh I am messed up. I know I will have to tell Grace what happened. That is just me as well. She'll hate me...because I am weak." the wink doesn't help though she takes the gentle squeeze well "I mean are you sure? Mee I don't want any hard feeling. I am sorry if I overstepped. I'm just sorry..."

"The only person who can decide you have failed Grace is Grace. Of course you tell her what happened. But you tell her everything. Tell her that you still care about her and that doing what you did only showed you how important she was to you. If she cares about you, she will forgive you. She certainly won't hate you. She knows you're finding your way. We only kissed, Kim. If it makes everything better, I'll kiss Grace too and everything will be even" Park suggests brightly. She really does find it hard to dwell on the bad. "I am not hurt. I swear."

"You are not awful at all. But no repeating the kiss." Even Park realises that may be a trauma too far for poor Kim. "Don't beat yourself up so much. It takes two to kiss. I was there too" she giggles. "If I was a psychology student, and I'm totally not, it's almost like you want to feel bad. To justify all those terrible things people said about you. You're not a bad person, Kim. And the people who said you were are nasty, tiny-hearted creatures who are jealous of the lovely soul that is you."

Park looks to Kim's buzzing phone. "Talk with her. Go and see her. It'll all be okay."

Kim nods to Park "I will tell her everything. I can't help but honest with her and she'll hate me. I have to take that as what I did was of my own free-will. I...will try. I can't say the words in English but I sent the words in another language." she laughs at the later comment "Will you really kiss Grace? I'll not say anything but that could be hot." maybe she is joking to ease her guilt, Kim is trying to calm herself. Perhaps not. "Are you sure I didn't hurt you? I don't want to at all. Mee...Anata wa totemo shinsetsudesu." she changes languages with realizing it.
"Agh Mee why do you have to say that? Right no repeating the kiss. No I have to accept this. Sure it takes two but you didn't have someone that accepts you as the one. Sorry I assuming things...truly I care for Grace-kun. Enough to give my life for her..." she blinks at Park "I don't..." yeah she hold a lot of guilt. "You are smart too...Things I didn't even consider. Mee thank you. I don't think I'm bad, but I don't think I'm good either...I will and tell her the truth! Mee again I am so sorry."

"And again, you have nothing to be sorry about" Park replies with that persistent warm smile of hers. "Why don't you let Grace decide if she will hate you? Never assume the worst or you'll never get anything done."

"Of course I will kiss Grace" Park shrugs, "If it will help. She's a cutie and after all the wonderful things you've said about her, who wouldn't want to kiss her? Oh, you spoke some Japanese in there too. I'll assume you said 'Park, you are the wisest woman in the world and I completely agree with you and I will stop thinking bad things about myself and I will tell Grace how much I love her and everything will be awesome'. We can say things in a lot fewer words than English. Now, one last platonic hug by best friends and then you will be on your way to non-platonic hotness. Okay?"

Kim sighs "I will. I suppose I have no choice in the matter. Because I can't help but tell her everything. I always assume the worst because my life is cursed." superstitious maybe, but her track record has proven true.
Kim just doesn't what to do. Park is giving advice though "Again it would be hot. With a three...no I'm a good girl. Huh did I speak Japanese? I didn't mean too. It's hard when grow up speaking two languages. Ha I probably said Park you are awesome and you will fuck my girlfriend and me so good." Kim says as she needs some humor to deal with things. She does hug Park "Platonic unless Grace decides otherwise."

"Your life is not cursed" Park grins. "See, you're thinking of hot threesomes, that doesn't sound like a curse to me."

The hug is given. "I like that translation too. And totally accurate" she giggles. "Thanks for coming out for coffee. We'll get together again soon, okay? Platonic or not. We should find a convention to go to! I'd say good luck with Grace, but you don't need it."

Kim shakes her head "No my life is cursed." she looks to her phone and winces "I need to go back home. Grace will probably not forgive me. I have to accept that. Mee Yeah we'll get together soon. If I weeping then things didn't go well. Again I don't deserve forgiveness."