2019-07-30 - Know The Limits

Minerva didn’t know when to quit apparently. Everything had been going smoothly. Itzhak had reached out to her, which is something she’d talked to August about previously. So she was pissed off at herself for fucking the opportunity up. She should have stopped the questions and just accepted the answers given.

She should have let him open up when he wanted to. Not with a gentle shove.

The departure was so abrupt and she was still cussing at herself every time she thought about it. Maybe she should call him or text him, but she didn’t want to seem overbearing. She just wanted to make sure things were alright. Not like there was a thing going on. She just wanted to apologize again for being an idiot. The phone was picked up and looked at, she debated it, but...no. She wasn’t going to text and be an idiot.

She slips the phone into her pocket and heads up the stairs to the roof. Some quiet time with no one but the stars and the breeze would do her good. Maybe in a few hours her brain would stop telling her she’d been an idiot. “Yeah like that’s going to happen Irvriya.” she mutters to herself.

She plants herself in one of the lawn chairs, plunks her water down and then leans back to look up at the stars. It’s a bit weird from the one eyed angle, but she was used to it. “Maybe I need divine intervention to stop shoving my foot in my mouth. It keeps things weird and I really like my friends.” she whispers to the dark above her.

It’s not like she was expecting anyone to answer. And nothing did.