2019-09-15 - ACME Disappearing/Reappearing Ink

(TXT to Itzhak) Ignacio : Hey man. Sorry for being MIA. some shirt came up

(TXT to Ignacio) Itzhak : Where have you ducking been

(TXT to Itzhak) Ignacio : If you're trying to pick on me about that chicken it's working

(TXT to Itzhak) Ignacio : Haven't been feeling well. Shit came up. Funny enough dropped off radar for annoyingly similar reasons as last time. Finch is okay though. Abuela y Mags too.

(TXT to Ignacio) Itzhak : Shit? What shit is this?

(TXT to Ignacio) Itzhak : Ffs I really want to be mad as hell at you but

(TXT to Ignacio) Itzhak : You're scaring me man

(TXT to Itzhak) Ignacio : Well you're in good company cause we're kinda scared a bit too. Finch and I fell into one of them holes and I've been off my meds for my leg letting her try to just heal what she can and it kinda all backlashed really badly

(TXT to Ignacio) Itzhak : [dots dots dots] god dammit de santos

(TXT to Ignacio) Itzhak : you're so lucky I can't think at you from here

(TXT to Itzhak) Ignacio : Don't say that man. . Trust me you're avenged. My head feels like it's being split open from the middle. You were right. Happy?

(TXT to Ignacio) Itzhak : No. No I'm not ducking happy

(TXT to Ignacio) Itzhak : What were you thinking, pendejo

(TXT to Itzhak) Ignacio : I'm thinking your autocorrect hats you for one.

(TXT to Itzhak) Ignacio : Dude I'm sick. I'm fucked up. I'm trying not to be and everything is getting worse trying to fix it

(TXT to Itzhak) Ignacio : I tried fixing it the easy way. Finch got mad. Now I'm trying to fix it the hard way and my body is short circuiting on me and she's getting attacked for trying to help and things are a mess and I'm losing track of how to even make today happen anymore

(TXT to Itzhak) Ignacio : lo siento. I messed it up when shit was in balance and now it all won't go back int he box

(TXT to Itzhak) Ignacio : I'm farting sorry alright?

(TXT to Itzhak) Ignacio : fucking

(TXT to Itzhak) Ignacio : fucking sorry

(TXT to Itzhak) Ignacio : Fuck you autocorrect! X|

(TXT to Ignacio) Itzhak : Okay okay stop. Stop it's okay. Holy shit lol

(TXT to Ignacio) Itzhak : Take a breath

(TXT to Itzhak) Ignacio : No. You can't make me.

(TXT to Itzhak) Ignacio : Alright apparently a will to live can.

(TXT to Ignacio) Itzhak : So don't, I don't run your life

(TXT to Itzhak) Ignacio : Well being as I don't run that's probably a good occaupational choice for you

(TXT to Ignacio) Itzhak : yeah obviously all my choices in life are dunking stellar

(TXT to Itzhak) Ignacio : Especially leaving autofilll on. Solid move

(TXT to Itzhak) Ignacio : Look i'm not trying to fight with you. It's been hard even going near my damn phone. Finch thinks all the shit I've been on has been dulling everything else going on for like teh last seven years and it's all starting to surface now that I've dumped my periscope

(TXT to Itzhak) Ignacio : prescription. Dammit phone that wasn't even close

(TXT to Ignacio) Itzhak : Okay I don't want to fight either. Seriously you're giving me the tourist

(TXT to Itzhak) Ignacio : I didn't mean to sprain your tsuris

(TXT to Itzhak) Ignacio : like can you still have kids after all that?

(TXT to Ignacio) Itzhak : I have you don't I

(TXT to Itzhak) Ignacio : <3

(TXT to Ignacio) Itzhak : I am so mad at you and I know it's useless to be mad at you, so I'm having kind of a communication challenge over here

(TXT to Itzhak) Ignacio : Swear at me. It makes me feel like shit's back to normal.

(TXT to Itzhak) Ignacio : Call me a dumb ass if it suits ya. I won't tell you you're wrong

(TXT to Itzhak) Ignacio : Tell me I'm an idiot for telling Rico 'sure, stop at that old asylum. It looks neat why not'

(TXT to Itzhak) Ignacio : Christ tell me I should have converted to being Canadian and moved to Vancouver

(TXT to Itzhak) Ignacio : Just tell me why you're mad at me man

(TXT to Ignacio) Itzhak : because I can't stand the thought of you dropping off the face of the earth again okay?

(TXT to Ignacio) Itzhak : because we were a team and that wasn't the ducking deal

(TXT to Itzhak) Ignacio : Not off the face of the earth. I'm in Finch's back yard. This is the first time in like five days I could really stand beingnear my phone with it buzzing at me like this.

(TXT to Itzhak) Ignacio : I'm trying not to scare you or myself here but it's not fine or okay and we're trying to get a plan togehter. Somthing happened. I don't have words for it but something is coming to teh surface now that I haven't been on meds in a while and it's been a lot of a lot. I can't handle the fucking volume of information. every nerve I ahve i s raw and pissed at me

(TXT to Ignacio) Itzhak : I'm sorry

(TXT to Ignacio) Itzhak : I didn't mean to yell at you

(TXT to Ignacio) Itzhak : We can get it under control. Don't lock out Roen

(TXT to Itzhak) Ignacio : I'm not. He knows I've been out dealing with health issues.

(TXT to Itzhak) Ignacio : Finch said talk to him on account he's been broken as shit too.

(TXT to Itzhak) Ignacio : I'm just looking down the barrel of more surgeries, more PT for one so she doesn't have to work so damn hard. Iz, I told her I love her. I meant it. I don't want to fuck this up for her. She's got enough going on.

(TXT to Ignacio) Itzhak : Listen. Shit is fucked up yeah. That just means we're not done fixing it

(TXT to Ignacio) Itzhak : Surgeries are just taking your bod into the shop for some work, remember?

(TXT to Itzhak) Ignacio : Si, si comprende. I wonder if my car ever gets this tired of this shit as I do. I want to go back to living. I can't take care of my shit I gotta do. Just feels like there's never a break ya know?

(TXT to Ignacio) Itzhak : car doesn't have to spend 12 weeks healing. yeah I know, tati. Stuff is still gonna be there. you don't think Fincheleh understands that? she does, man

(TXT to Itzhak) Ignacio : If I didn't think she got that you think I'd have said what I did?

(TXT to Itzhak) Ignacio : I hate people worryin man. I hate being scared. Trust me if I thought putting my fist through the dry wall fixed anything I'd have done it by now. I can't afford to fuck up teh same way twice man

(TXT to Ignacio) Itzhak : just saying, it's not like you were hiding from her that you're stitched together. She knows you're messed tf up

(TXT to Ignacio) Itzhak : and yet she's into you

(TXT to Itzhak) Ignacio : Yeah. I know man. I feel like this one's it for me and with her family medical history I'll be honest. I'm scared of something taking her away. I'm exhausted on Things taking the people I care about and I really don't wanna lose her but right now I'm a detriment to her and we gotta fix that.So first my head I guess and then I gotta call that doctor's office back I guess.

(TXT to Itzhak) Ignacio : Gimme a ride?

(TXT to Ignacio) Itzhak : Seriously? You think she's the one huh? You know what I'm ducking proud of you and her. This is a huge risk for her too

(TXT to Ignacio) Itzhak : Yeah sure

(TXT to Ignacio) Itzhak : look maybe you feel like a detriment but that's not true. It just isn't. Have I ever lied to you?

(TXT to Itzhak) Ignacio : I don't care if it sounds stupid but when I can make her smile the whole world makes sense

(TXT to Ignacio) Itzhak : might be the least stupid thing I've ever heard you say

(TXT to Itzhak) Ignacio : Something is out there trying to hurt her. If she's worrying about me and shining like a lightbulb just trying to keep me so I can function without losing my mind? That's a detriment

(TXT to Itzhak) Ignacio : Something is out there trying to hurt her. If she's worrying about me and shining like a lightbulb just trying to keep me so I can function without losing my mind? That's a detriment

(TXT to Ignacio) Itzhak : Maybe. But I wouldn't want to try to stop her if that's what she wants to do

(TXT to Itzhak) Ignacio : If I can fix that we can all focus on that issue because i have the feeling that her? You? It wants you to keep lighting up teh sky.

(TXT to Itzhak) Ignacio : We got pulled across the other day. It found her and pulled her through and this big big bird tried to take me apart like a grasshopper

(TXT to Ignacio) Itzhak : uh holy shit

(TXT to Itzhak) Ignacio : High wattage at high volume attracts a lot of problems and I can't be teh reason she's putting out so much voltage man. Not if there's another way.

(TXT to Ignacio) Itzhak : Yeah, it does, they eat that wattage, and they can smell when we're using it

(TXT to Ignacio) Itzhak : The way you thump a melon, that's how they know we're ready to eat

(TXT to Itzhak) Ignacio : I'm not trying to sound paranoid. Her yard is filled with dead and injured birds. Then she's got to use more to heal them. Me. Everything. Bringin g more things to cause more problems

(TXT to Itzhak) Ignacio : It's not even because I almost had my leg torn off again. It's what is doing this to her is really not much different than what the oxycodone and vic was doign to me

(TXT to Ignacio) Itzhak : Nah you don't sound paranoid. Maybe a little irrational, but not paranoid

(TXT to Itzhak) Ignacio : It's compulsion from not wanting to be or see someone in pain. And the solution takes over as teh goddamn problem.

(TXT to Itzhak) Ignacio : Pulled into a hole. Eaten by birds.

(TXT to Itzhak) Ignacio : Not irrational. Just scary as shit

(TXT to Ignacio) Itzhak : We're gonna fix it

(TXT to Ignacio) Itzhak : Talk to Roen, would you

(TXT to Itzhak) Ignacio : my point is it's avoidable
and that's why I need to do this surgery I don't want to do.

(TXT to Itzhak) Ignacio : We have to fix it ItZ

(TXT to Ignacio) Itzhak : we're gonna. Things are broken as shit but that's why you got a mechanic. you forgot that I'm a genius?

(TXT to Itzhak) Ignacio : A shit ton of narcotics are trying to exodus from my system. I have an excuse

(TXT to Itzhak) Ignacio : Gracias

(TXT to Ignacio) Itzhak : be over in 10 to pick you up

(TXT to Itzhak) Ignacio : I'll take care of food